Grieving Mama Series: Against All Odds


Tiny - Posted on 11 October 2018

Author: 
Audrey Candy Corn

Today is another day. I told myself when I went to bed last night that tomorrow would be a better day, a new day, a different day. That's what I told myself. How much I believed it would be true. Call me naive but I believe that in my heart, my heart of hearts. I told myself this before I went to bed because I know that each day that I see is new mercy of God's grace restored up on me...

 

I try not to shackle myself by the entrapment of the previous day's malfunctions .however I am keeping score ....
 
In the morning or at night I hit the restart button for my life...
All of the negative and traumatic experiences I depart from... 
I Un Fuck The Fuckery .. 
 
Sometimes the Burdens of Navigating through this life Is torturous. Unbeknownst the evils that are lurking ... Still I Rise ... Like the late great Maya Angelou. What can I say, it's in my DNA. I'm reflecting on my ancestors who have paved the way and how disconnected some of my brothers and sisters are. Struggle life Damion Square this be the realest s*** I ever wrote Tupac Shakur... All eyes on me ... Against All Odds ....
Yet Today Like Every Other Day I Free my Self Of the Previous Day... I give myself permission to give myself permission to live for The Day ... Cause I know tomorrow Isn't Promised To ?Me...
 
That Doesn't Mean I don't Plan...  I Have No Expectations ... I do Not Want to Simply Exist I Want to live Life To it's fullest ... And Today is That DAY ...
 
More importantly i want to Operate in my God's Given Gifts ... Every -Day All -Day ... And So I RESET ... I reset my Day /Mood , i STRECH MY SELF to be the Best Better Me That i CAN Be ... I Am Committed To Me Despite What may Seem to be or What One May think ... ... ....  70x70 Infinity In my Sleep .... I Release ... As I Day Dream i Release .... Centering And Self -Healing.. I Remain Un-Moved Holding Steadfast ... I'm Yet Holding On ..... Untill i feel an On-Coming of an Re-Set Surcharge Of the Day .... I am AudreyCandyCorn and I Am A Grieving Mother Working through This Transition .... 

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